omg. high school.
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high school is coming in like what? 2 days.
have i finished my ss summer reading? uh, no.
have i managed to lose the sched? yeahh. orientation...
thank god they give me another one.
& that i posted mine on here.
=P
i'm so excited but i bet i'll get lost.
just a hunch. i'll get lost.
at least first day. but i'm gonna remember yisu's points. stay cool cuz the first day don't count anyways.
drama will be fun. so will sci oly. & debate.
the last couple days have been horrid. ish. i've been horrible to my fam. but i can't help it. i'm stuck all the time either in the house or with them outside. it's sooo boring. but i know they were ticked when i was showing signs of hate. & i get it.
but i also have feelings too!
but at least school is starting and relieving me of doom, dispair and frustration.
that will be fun.
geometry last... dad says that's not good. cuz my brain won't be in it.
=[
and bio is close second. i'm in for a hard year. cuz my first three classes are basically a sham according to dad. cuz it's like musical theater, latin, & gym. what am i gonna need for all that? my latin book, script and gym clothes. and that's it. or homework and study stuff for study hall. but aside from that, there's no heavy books or anything. i lucked out. but then 4th is us history. & that's some weirdo ginormous book. then 5th is lang arts. or "structured language" or whatever. it's still language arts. that's gonna be fun. a lotta kids i know are in that class. which i guess is good. or bad. depends on how you look at it. ( practicing my debate outlook. LOL) then it's bio & geometry. =]
i kinda like having my honors classes last. cuz it's like get the easy stuff outta the way and saves time for the fun stuff.
we'll see tho, once school starts who's having the last laugh.
(i really hope i don't get lostttt)
♥
x reyi
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
x3
hah. today was fun.
boring. but that's as always.
=P
listened to muggle/potter casts && then lounged. painted. etc.
then went to walmart & got loads of clothes.
&& a mic.
so i sent in a voicemail to pottercast!! it was a bad voicemail cuz i didn't think about what i said, i just said it.
=]
& then i got my high school updated schedule that has my teachers & stuff on it.
1st= 833 musical theater
middleton, J.
191
2nd= 444 latin ii
debellis, R.C.
134A
3rd= gym/ free. gym- mon/wed.
4th= 117 us history
carey, j.a.
215
5th= 014 struct lang
ford, a.
217A
6th= 324 biology
wood, c.s.
163
7th= 216 geometry
sykes, j.
250
&& that is my official high school schedule.
=]
some one out there please read this. x3
boring. but that's as always.
=P
listened to muggle/potter casts && then lounged. painted. etc.
then went to walmart & got loads of clothes.
&& a mic.
so i sent in a voicemail to pottercast!! it was a bad voicemail cuz i didn't think about what i said, i just said it.
=]
& then i got my high school updated schedule that has my teachers & stuff on it.
1st= 833 musical theater
middleton, J.
191
2nd= 444 latin ii
debellis, R.C.
134A
3rd= gym/ free. gym- mon/wed.
4th= 117 us history
carey, j.a.
215
5th= 014 struct lang
ford, a.
217A
6th= 324 biology
wood, c.s.
163
7th= 216 geometry
sykes, j.
250
&& that is my official high school schedule.
=]
some one out there please read this. x3
Thursday, August 10, 2006
cuz i'm sick and tired of waiting, sick of this f-ing ...house.
"cuz i'm sick & tired of waiting, sick of this effing ..." house.
it's so true. this house is haunting me. it's worse than spring break. at least then i had homework to think about. the only prospects i have right now is ... SUMMER reading. (shudders at the thought) i mean, i love doing it. but sitting on the computer actually typing the stuff? just feels darn creepy sometimes. don't know why. if i did, i wouldn't be creeped out. so i'm getting to be like my astrological sign. i'm being crabby like cancer to everyone. my aunt from india over the phone. my family. everyone. and if not, i'm just being polite cuz i don't want to scare anyone over AIM or something. or i act incredibly tired. & bored. but the bored part isn't acting. it's the plain truth. i hate this house, but it's not the house i hate. i hate the feeling that i'm shirking duties. but i have none, per se. besides the above-mentioned summer reading.
fact: i haven't touched my flute in over a month now.
fact: dance has been forgotten since about may.
fact: i am in desperate need of psyciatric help.
fact: i WILL die if i'm left in this house any longer.
fact:...
yeah, you get the point.
this is WHY my parents are yelling at me. my brother's yelling at me and so forth. i'm ADDICTED to the computer.
it's a portal to the outside world that doesn't need to be initiated. you can always be an invisible observer of anything once you go on myspace. or on AIM. all you need is a passcode. that person's name. it's quite scary if you think about it.
anyone can find you. but i'm not scared of being found. i welcome new friends.
this feeling of knowing people are there is comforting to me. so is the music i have been finding online. it's crazy. i am falling in love with good music. my playlists now are all indie/emo rockers. the academy is..., mae, less than jack! ( lOl)& the spill canvas. that music is soothing the pain of having no one. but everyone. not being able to talk. having no friends. this is comforted by the music. the sound of the beat of "slow down". the melody of "embers and envelopes". everything.
my fears need solutions. and the only one i can come up with is to fix the facts. rewrite all. PRACTiCE flute. (shudder) PRACTiCE dance ( once i read my attitude book thrice.) do these things and prepare myself for hard work. cuz i've never done that in my life. and that is what is different about this freshman year than every other year. hard work.
x reyi
it's so true. this house is haunting me. it's worse than spring break. at least then i had homework to think about. the only prospects i have right now is ... SUMMER reading. (shudders at the thought) i mean, i love doing it. but sitting on the computer actually typing the stuff? just feels darn creepy sometimes. don't know why. if i did, i wouldn't be creeped out. so i'm getting to be like my astrological sign. i'm being crabby like cancer to everyone. my aunt from india over the phone. my family. everyone. and if not, i'm just being polite cuz i don't want to scare anyone over AIM or something. or i act incredibly tired. & bored. but the bored part isn't acting. it's the plain truth. i hate this house, but it's not the house i hate. i hate the feeling that i'm shirking duties. but i have none, per se. besides the above-mentioned summer reading.
fact: i haven't touched my flute in over a month now.
fact: dance has been forgotten since about may.
fact: i am in desperate need of psyciatric help.
fact: i WILL die if i'm left in this house any longer.
fact:...
yeah, you get the point.
this is WHY my parents are yelling at me. my brother's yelling at me and so forth. i'm ADDICTED to the computer.
it's a portal to the outside world that doesn't need to be initiated. you can always be an invisible observer of anything once you go on myspace. or on AIM. all you need is a passcode. that person's name. it's quite scary if you think about it.
anyone can find you. but i'm not scared of being found. i welcome new friends.
this feeling of knowing people are there is comforting to me. so is the music i have been finding online. it's crazy. i am falling in love with good music. my playlists now are all indie/emo rockers. the academy is..., mae, less than jack! ( lOl)& the spill canvas. that music is soothing the pain of having no one. but everyone. not being able to talk. having no friends. this is comforted by the music. the sound of the beat of "slow down". the melody of "embers and envelopes". everything.
my fears need solutions. and the only one i can come up with is to fix the facts. rewrite all. PRACTiCE flute. (shudder) PRACTiCE dance ( once i read my attitude book thrice.) do these things and prepare myself for hard work. cuz i've never done that in my life. and that is what is different about this freshman year than every other year. hard work.
x reyi
Friday, August 04, 2006
NYC was amaZiNG!! =]
i can't believe i was THERE.
i saw HARRY, CARRiE, & GARP @ Radio City Music Hall on the 2nd.
I can't believe it. i saw stephen king, john irving & my favorite author, jo rowling all in the same night. along with whoopi goldberg & kathy bates among others who introduced these great authors.
but what strikes me most was the live podcast from the union square barnes and noble.
i can't believe i met these people i listen to every single week without fail.just getting up to them to say "hi" was so hard for me. i think it was the reality that they were RIGHT there. RIGHT there . enabling me to say "hi" was frightening. i missed my chance to meet andrew, ben & jamie at once. BUT i made up for it by saying hi to ben and melissa a NUMBER of times. getting pics with them & eric & sue & john & dylan later on. it was sooo great.
the actual podcast was soooooooooooooooo great. so funny. speckled and freckled with lumos jokes& references to the reading they went to the night before. plus great discussion about everything under the sun. it was so great to see it live. so great. && i'm SO happy i went. so beyond happy.
and according to them, it was the best leakymug ever. in history.
haha. me && dylan. =]
me and the best hufflepuff everr, sue. =P
me and THEE funniest man alive, john noe. yes, in his slytherin tie.&& with that i say,
DAAAAWLiSH!
=P
`reyi
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