NEW SHOES!!

i gots new shoes!! i'll put up a pic... one sec. gotta get a picture of them. <--- they look like converse, but they are actually AIRWALK. x3
saving 'em for school. when i'll NEED them. x3
can't wait. i also went bargain shopping at filenes basement. Two shrugs for a whopping total of $1 each. x3 and they fit moi perfectly. x3
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x3 reyi

who knew summer could be this boring? not me. i'm cleaning the house, doing NOTHING. watching TV and bored to tears. i wanna go to school. ideally, this wouldn't be what i wanted. but what can i do? home is the most boring place on earth. nothing to do. nothing to see. nothing. a barren field. my mind has been going wild with possibilities these last few days. i wish i weren't the case. i love my emo music. without it, i'd die. it's the only real tie to CTY i have left. and i have to clean my house. and my room. ahhh!!
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And i have no shoes! none! i mean, i've been talking about kangaROOs, pumas, converses, etnies...etc for over a year. you'd think my parents would have the decency to buy one pair for my birthday. WRONG. nothing . nada. i don't blame them 'cause i've never given them cause for joy. acting the way i do. but you'd think they'd get it. just one pair. but no, i have to dream on... I like the ROOs. they look so cute. those or pumas!! lOl. shoes are love. like music is love. x3 get me outta this empty house!=]
miss CTY people like crazy && i miss home people cuz they don't talk.
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lonely-
`reyi

i miss this.
x3
cty= love.
and insanity.
x3 you, deb!!
x3 you, steph!!! x3
x3 x3 x3
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MISS YOU LIKE WOAH.
and i knew i had to put this up soon. x3
`reyi

burlington high, here i come.

i'm so excited for high school. i can't believe it's just a month away.
i want new friends.
i feel really mean saying it, but i'm sick and tired of my friends @ home and i want new ones.
x3
and i think soccer is getting me there. slowly, but surely.
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friends are everywhere, you just have to be brave and say hello.
`reyi

SCHED!!!

AHHH!! high school!!!!!!!!!!!
so excited.
x3
can't wait.
{1st|musical theater}
{2nd|latin ii}
{3rd|gym mon, wed}
|free tues,thurs,fri}
{4th|us history i}
{5th|structured lang.}
{6th| biology}
{7th|geometry}

happy birthday to me.& yuting!

happy birthday, yuting!
happy birthday, reyi-the wicked matthew!!
x3 us.
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yay.
i'm 14!!

RIP CTY.

i can't believe it. the most amazing three weeks of my life are over. CTY. Carlisle. Dickinson. Red Devils. HUB. Quads. KW. life. time stood still as life went on, but the life that grew there is beyond what you get at home. Learning never felt better, growing never meant more. I found myself. I found people who care. A place where a day is a month, a week is a year, and everyone has known each other FOREVER. and now it's over. i love you all. i miss everyone. even some of the RAs. (nazis... lOl)

let me try to list what i miss, and who: i miss Yisu and her music "fiend" ness, i miss Steph and her awesomeness, I miss CRYSTA and her hyperness, i miss Yuting and her cool&mellowness, i miss deb and her insanity, i miss divya and her divya-ishness, i miss diandra and her friendliness, i miss tina and her obnoxiousness, i miss salt water gargling with yisu and talking about everything, i miss mellow weekends where life and time stood still, i miss passionfruit even though it was lame this year. i miss andrew and his craziness, i miss white andrew and his cheapness, i miss the weirdo activities the RAs made up, i miss KLINE!!!! i miss goofing off with friends.I miss making fun of Peter, our TA and his crazy dance moves. I miss living off of noodles and Ramen with my hall. I miss sleepovers though not the last one cuz it got too...interesting for my taste. I miss the love that you get and the feeling of knowing people for a lifetime in 20 days. I miss being ghetto. I miss being a MAN. LOL. I miss being the only one who says wicked at least 10 times a day. I miss being special, but in a way JUST lIKE EVERYONE ELSE. i miss the movie theater with their HUGE ginormous drinks but yet no cup holders. I miss hanging out with people from years past and meeting even more. I miss yelling out random people's names making them jump and look around on their way to meet market. I miss being crazy. I miss having fun. I miss the weekends of neverending time and the 5 day week with almost none. I miss the rush and adrenaline of learning and being with kids who liked it too. I miss listening to music during study hall and headbanging with my best friend. I miss it all. I miss it ALL.



x3 CTY CARLISLE.
i love you all.
`reyi. mattthewickediam