okay . i have been acting very blase about taking the ssat . i need to do well . i want to do well . i HAVE to do well . i hope i do . i just have to work even harder now . =[
i need this to be ultrahigh . i have to get in to andover . if i don't , my life will be messed for the rest of my life . =[
ANDOVER is the only dream i have . =]
then , harvard / oxford / jhu / cornell .... all waiting , arms wide open , for ME . =]
yeah , dorky . but it'll give me a life . =]