i love my new hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrr<33
& spiderman.
:)
oh, yeahhhhh !
& just having my time to rock out and just beeeee :]

time is winding down.
30 days til end of school.
40 til nerdieeexloveeeeee :)
+ 66 til HAPPY BiRTHDAY TO REYi !
=P

i can't believe ittttttttt

OMG.
i really can't believe it.
it's been a month since i have been on here.

this is so odd.

i feel so different than last year when i started blogging here.
i feel more lax about life, probably because i do less things than last year.
:)

i can also attribute it to the fact that my friends are more lax than my friends were last year.
semi-formal will be really fun.

i love my dress.
& my new hair.
new hair is inspiring :P

new music love : the veronicas !
heavily broken. =P

update

UM . i didn't get in ... YETT .


=]

next week i'll find out for sure , but i really think i made it this year .

les miserables was amazing .
i made so many new friends & it was so great to be part of such an amazing show .
=]
i love the music from it .
=]

and that's about it .

my life .

i'm so lucky .
i have a great family .
good friends ..

and a good , filled lifee .

andover may accept me in march .
i'm going to my first real concert .
i'm performing in my first musical .

i'm doing more community service than i ever have .
i feel good about myself .
and i am doing well in school .
i'm not a perfectionist , which is good because if i was , i wouldn't allow myself to enjoy life .
i enjoy what i do as well as doing it well .
i am dancing . and well.
i am performing many times this yearr .
i am going to start my soph year strongly . no matter where i go to school .
i feel a real passion for music .
i know i'm going to CTY and meeting a new group of nerdies who will influence my life more than they will ever know . but considerably less than past years .
no one will match yisu's wit . everr .
i am learning a ton in every class .
i know taht i am not perfect , but i try hard . and that's what counts .
i don't give importance to grades , but rather to how much i've learned .
biology is my passion , and i love all sciences .
i have found what i plan on making my career : i want to be a biomedical engineer when i grow up . specializing in brain research particularly genetics and the brain .
i know no matter where i am , i'll be able to reach this high goal i have set for myself .
i know who i am , i know what i want , and i know how to go about attaining it .
i know who i want for friends , i know what i shouldn't judge in friends , and i know that sometimes , the best friends are the friends who have always been there for you .
i knoww that i am good at performing in general .
i know what skills i have , which ones i need , and which ones i should work on.
i know what i need to work on in any facet in my life .
i pray when i feel i need closure , protection , and encouragement in my dreams .
i love everything in my life in a different way . even if i show dislike , i love how that person inspires me not to be like them .
i need to figure out how to be a better person in general .
in reference to attitude , i wouldn't say i'm a pessimist or optimist , i'm trying to figure out how to be an optimist at all times .
i love laughingg .
it's my favorite .
i have friends . <3
i have a life .
i am maithreyi .

i can't waitt . =]

okay . so the checklist is as follows ...

ssat - \
interview- \
school report-\
math review-\
english review-
essay & short answers-
parental part-
recc form -


yeahh . so major app stuff not completely done . but my essay IS . =] & i have a hard copy of the short answerss . i just have to write them on the sheet . & i need a copy of my writing . graded . et cetera . so not to far to go . =] i wanna get it done before the visit thing tho . that may be hard , but i'll rise up to the challengee . =]