me . my self . my dreams .

okay . i have been acting very blase about taking the ssat . i need to do well . i want to do well . i HAVE to do well . i hope i do . i just have to work even harder now . =[
i need this to be ultrahigh . i have to get in to andover . if i don't , my life will be messed for the rest of my life . =[










ANDOVER is the only dream i have . =]
then , harvard / oxford / jhu / cornell .... all waiting , arms wide open , for ME . =]
yeah , dorky . but it'll give me a life . =]

zomg . grades

omg . grades close like this week .
my rundown =
musical theater = A / 95 . which sucks cuz it's a 3.8 gpa wise .
latin = 95 .
gym . = i d c .
us history = i'd imagine somewhere between a 96 - 97 .
english . = wicked high . probably around 97-98 .
bio = 93 . amazing in that class .
geometry = 95 .
so i'm doing 'kay .
not amazing in my book , but okay .
gpa count =
musical theater = 3.8
latin =4.0
gym = don't know . or care .
us history = 4.0
english = 4.0
bio = 4.0
geometry =4.0
thank god no A - 's .
average = 3.94 .
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !
take that , suckers . =]
i rulee .
definitely in high honors if i keep THAT up .
edit :
musical theater : B+ . translates to a 3.6 gpa . f- i mean , truck .
latin = 95 . 4
us history = 99 . yeah , i'm surprised too .
english = 99 . yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh . i'm happy .
bio = 93 .
geometry = 95 ? something like that .
but gpa still = a resounding 3.94 . x333333333333333333
i hate middleton .
a lot .

PotterCast . = LOVE

PotterCast has been the best .
They were the first thing i ever listened to on my iPod . i didn't know i could've listened to them without one , and i missed out . but i listened from ep 17 on .
they are so coool .
i was such a goober, i actually DID listen to them during new year's with their leaky mug . =]
it was nice .
i caught on to john's crazy jokes , sue's hufflepuffiness & melissa's calm , cool sarcasm .
they brighten my week .
& the commentary track for movie 4 ?
priceless .
=]
so now , as I wait for the new ep ,
i'm reminiscing about the times i've listened to PotterCast . esp New York in August . that was really amazing . i remember my parents trying to push me to talk to melissa and john . & i missed my first opportunity because i was too starstruck. they were there . right there . people i listen to EVERY week . it was surreal . because for the first time, they could listen and talk to me . :P
needless to say , i got over it and jabbered on later . took pictures, got hugs , stickers . it was a memorable experience .
& i realized they were just people . people who loved potter as much as (probably more than...) i do !
so after new york , i started going on the lounge more . visiting leaky daily . becoming a more rabid fan . out of choice . i decided i needed an outlet , and fanfiction was going dead in my head , so leaky could be it .
so now i'm part of a reading group on the lounge . haven't posted a lot yet , but it's a start .
& it's all thanks to PotterCast that i'm involved .
thanks , PotterCast . =]

reminisce .

i just went through the archives, and reread what i've posted . Wow, i've changed in half a year . I actually cared too much about being in a group for music . I actually pondered about songs and which to sing for an audition. Wow. I wouldn't even think much of that now, which is a big change in itself.

todayy .

hmmm . today was fun . i guess .
if you like messed up fun-ness .
i enjoyed school okayy .
yesterday i got my costume .
hip punk pirate .
no joke .
( that's what it said on the package )
everything has spikess :P

SOOOOOO funny .
belt, bracelet , choker .
skulled shirt & bandana .
needed to buy a sword tho =]
& using my mommy's stilleto (sp?) boots .
xD
soo funn tho .
i can't waitt .

tomorrow will be fun .
really fun .
x3
`reyi .
dunno what else to writee . =]