update on life . =]

well , life is going well so far . sure , there was some pains . i had to quit soccer to make room for the massive stuff i have going right now . i'm doing baroque family ensemble every friday & flute on saturday . both require practice . then dance which i still have to figure out where i stand on . then i'm studying like a fierce hound for my school subjects & just to try to get outta this podunk town . & then clubs . which are all for fun . =] and to learn . something .
i can't believe it tho . my first real big tests were today and they were sooo easy . people always say , oh, high school tests are sooo hard compared to middle school. i guess those chem quizzes worked cuz i found bio to be cake . =]
and ss was a joke . a joke of a test . oh please . it was sooo fun .
i'm really enjoying life & time with friends who have changed, yes . but that's what growing is all about, finding people that you connect with . and i think i lost my connection with my old friends . at least it feels that way sometimes .
i'm sooo happy that i'm getting back into writing tho . my essays have already improved even tho i haven't written anything substantial in forever . i'm so happy my vocab is growing . =]
yeah , big nerd time .
speaking of which , i was sooo surprised no one asked my about what was WRITTEN on my CTY shirt which i wore to school today . yeah , sure they asked about it but not what actually was written on it . xP soo funny tho . that shirt comforts me to no end . knowing that all those ppl appreciated me . knew me . liked me . =] confidence boost whenever i'm down . xD

well, other than that, i don't have much .
i'm making some new friends but it'll take time for them to be better .
& i haven't COMPLETELY ditched my old friends . i still talk to them . mainly taylor, bridget, katie & carolyn . but the connection is still there . kinda . =[ i kinda don't care either .

but i'm having so much fun being on clubs .

& being part of the unofficial indian crew .
they are sooo funny . =]

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