i haven't been studying.
i live in a pigsty.
i am pretty sure i'm failing my sats because i don't have my act together.
i write my blogs THE DAY they are due.
i feel like i'm dying under pressure. and the quarter's just begun.
i feel like i'm already behind.
i feel like i'm growing fatter and fatter. and eating wayyy too much.
yesterday's sickness was a wakeup call.
something's wrong; body's telling me i need to fix it.
so immediate actions:
organizeeee.
clean the room.
go out running/jogging. at least to wilmington.
make my business plan. get movingggg
work on my academic life. make sure i'm not FAILING anything painfully obvious. and easy.
work on studying things i usually like to study. maybe start coloring more in my neuro coloring book. ?
study for sats. in a fun wayyy?
dance. at least a couple times a week.
choreograph something (?)
write something non-biographical. fanfic perhapss?
longterm:
visit some colleges
start thinking of reasons to stay in the area versus reasons to leave.
make more friends...
ditch friends who are being so non-friendly. [work in progress]
kick my coffee habit in favor of something healthier. (?)
work out more. eat better.
buy some seriously wonderful clothes/accessoriess!
write a song.
sing something in public
go out with friends blowing off something important.
be happy in january.
xoxo,
maithreyi