Thursday, June 22, 2006

it's over. and i'm sad.

because it's all done. people who are going to different schools i'll never meet again. i will never get to know them better or learn more about them and why they were the way they were. i'll never get to laugh with them again. it's saddens me. but it's all so new. freshman. i'm a freshman. i think that sounds so--sad. we ruled the school a mere day ago. we conquered. we were on top of the world. now it all clunks down and we have to climb our ways up. i mean, high school means life gets even MORE complicated. even MORE people are allowed freedoms never issued before. even MORE mistakes are made and fights fought. even MORE laughter is sought. it's just a lot MORE, and i don't know how i feel about it. i think i should feel great. I think it should feel accomplishing. and it is. but it also frightens me of the future. what the future has in store for ME. all i know is, it's gonna be good. it has to be good. high school will be the next great adventure. and i just can't wait. i'm climbin' my way back up to where i was. i'm going to learn how to fly higher than i was. i'm going to be...amazing.
high school...
i just can't believe it.
i just can't wait.
x3
maithreyi

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