TODAY.

So, yes. random day to write a blogpost.
but i write when i feel it. and right now, i'm feeling it.

so, basically, i have the two best friends anyone could everrrr ask for.
my best friends aren't reallly in numbers. and if they were, i doubt they'd feel like my best friends.
yes, i have never gone to a concert. and one of the factors which causes this is the lack of similar music taste. but our differences make us more fond of each other. make us learn from each other.

neha--- so like, me and neha have only really known each other since the 5th grade. but i don't think i've ever had more fun with anyone else or laughed with anyone else more than i do with her. we're something between the same person and opposites. we're liek each otehr's halves, but ourselves at the same time. i feel like i can talk to her without saying a thing. and i feel like i could tell her anything and everything, and she'd listen. it's a great feeling to have that person there. and she is truly a happy person. never frowning, never pessimistic. she's a beautiful person and friend. and i'm so happy that i am friends with her. <3

karishma--so. i make fun w/ and of karishma a lot-- w/ neha lol. but it's all in good fun! she's such a good friend. she cares soooo much . and even though she's sometimes mean, and calls us mean, she really means well. and i love her. she loves the same games, and tv shows as me. and she understands my feelings sometimes. and she's always there to help or listen. and vent to. and just have fun with. and her house is always open -- to talk or just veg out in. and it's amazing to have that type of family type people who are there for you. ;]

and when we went dress shopping today, it really shows how close/distant a group of friends is.

back in the day when i went with the old crew, i felt soooo sad about dress shopping. i lied and agreed with their opinions, but honestly, every dress looked more ridiculous than the one before it. it was horrible and i hated how i felt wearing those clothes. with neha and karishma, i needn't lie. i could tell the truth, and when i liked something--they'd say it before i did. they careee in a way the others didn't. they understand how it feels to wear the clothes and be the one watched or whatever. they get me more than i get myself sometimes. and it was fun to make fun of those dresses that i once thought were cool! LOL

and though neither of us found what we were looking for, it was a great feeling to know what type of thing we were looking for and not have to fit in a box that wasn't for us.
it was good.

i can't wait for karishma's sweet 16, cuz no matter what we're wearing-- we'll have an amazing time!