i love this new blog site.
but i dunno about blogging right now.
i've written about wanting to vlog for a while now. and i have found the perfect camera. it's just convincing my parents that it's not just cute, but functional.
but i think i can win them over eventually.
so vlogs are a ways away,but they're in the pipeline...
as for the 84. things are moving along swimmingly. i have a contest to judge in march that my school is hopefully entering! :)
school's blah...
and i got into the university of southern california's resident honors program!
but you know what? i genuinely wish i wanted it a bit more. i feel like i was given a puppy when i wanted a kitty. it's weird. but you can't hate the puppy. you have to think about taking care of the puppy, you know? so i might. or i may abandon the puppy to find a kitty. (and this is when the metaphor gets sad.)
i'mma visit to see whether it's a good fit for me: academically and socially. so cal is SOOOO not where i thought i would end up. but it's unexpected. and it's serendipitous. so maybe all signs point north, and i'm just rationalizing it too much.
prom !?
i'm trying to convince ninky(neh), my biffley to come to prom. it's not an easy task, but i'm trying!
if i indeed leave then it'll be the last big event to finish off our schooling years together.
other than graduation, which will still be epic.
as for dresses...mommy says to just simply go to like macys and look and wear and decide. that worked for final fling when shopping with estrogen-pumped little 8th graders who make you feel realllllly selfconscious. but i may drag ninky and kay along. kay is also refusing to come--saying oh, i'll come for senior or it's your night... which is bull-crap because she is jsut as much my biffley and i want her there when i'm basically saying goodbye.
part of me says going will just be a great experience and something i wouldn't necessarily regret, but something that nobody here has tried and i passed up.
but that said, i haven't really exhausted my senior opportunities here.
i have a lot to do next year. i have a chance to really shine if i want to. but the thing is, i can shine at usc too. and it MAY be easier. and that easierness will push me to grad schools like mit and harv and stanford etc. that will satisfy my wants.
usc pros: early, start neuro courses, be fitter (ultimate, sunny), SUNNY, california, not too hard, not too easy, rhp, to, fsh, rennaisance scholars, opportunity to be more than jsut a neuroscientist, good research institute, good networking for grad school..., work hard during this upcoming summer, start doing something i care about--not just hmwrk for the sake of hmwrk, meet like-minded peeps, care about sports/FRISBEE!, thin down because of campus food, kay's fam/manoj uncle?!, apple laptop & camera, still graduate with my bhs class
usc cons/staying pros: take more aps next year, stay with ninky (big pro X3)>
I HATE LIFE. MY CONS LIST ISNT THIS EMPTYY. IT GOT DELETEDDD :(
that's pretty much it for now. seems pretty even.
i am leaning towards really considering it...based on campus and feel of students.
if i can deal with that, i'm booking my plane ticket ( as long as fin aid and crap works out... fingers crossed)
let you know, as well as the rest of my school, what i decide---
maithreyi
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