i feel dumb.

my psat scores came in. 196. i was disappointed, but not dead.
rauntie says i need at least one 80 next year esp in math if i want to be a scientist.
and i need at least one 800 on the sat preferably in math next year on the sat.
and she's right.
i want mit.
mit wants 760-800 on math.
they could practically care less verbally.
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booo hooo.
this makes me have to start studying NOW for the sats.
blah.
i want to kill.
but i just want to get into college.