today was an early release.
i feel kinda like i have been early releasing.
i haven't been consistent in my effort in anything but dance.

that's got to change so that i can go intern this summer.
i have like 8 to 10 programs i'm applying to.
i need to do well now in order to stand a chance in those programs.
dance is so fun now. i'm enjoying getting better and better. even if i practice like a half hour, it's a good half hour of practice. :P
i'm so happy for my senior friends! results are coming for early decision this month. they're all psyched. i'm so happy for them because they've achieved what they wanted.

it's a thrill to see them so happy, even online.
i can't wait for when that is me. that is me going far from home so soon and learning how to live and what to learn for my career. i can't wait for that feeling. i think and dream about it so much. i'm not like transfixed on it, but i want it. more than this moment, i want the chance to have that moment.
:P