life. update. and rx.

life. update. and rx. 4/16/ 08? whatever day was thurs.
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tests,
non tests,
stupid 1 day til vacation
aghaghaahgahgahga PHOTOSHOOTTTT!
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and that in a nutshell, is what i've been feeling the last couple of days.

stress. lack of stress.
stupid coughing.
stupid stress.


LOLOL--- one day left though :)

then i can soak up the sun. which seems to like boston lately!

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edit 4/19/08: because stupid mommy wanted me to get a facial and i never finished! LOLzz

so, i was saying that i got so stressed about photoshoot and school.
so school's out for a week.
and photoshoot's over.
and was it worth the stress? yes.
was it painful to be a model for a day? OH HECK OMG PAIN YESSSS.

i give majorrrr props to anyone who has ever had to deal with a photographer and camera and couldn't take breaks whenever they wanted cuz they had to get "THE SHOT" .
it's ridiculously painful.
more painful than actually dancing.
omggg. pain.

and today, i CLEANED .

but the good thing was ridding myself of the bad memories, and bringing in the good and new memories. like going to 21 with my buddies :)

and i should go fix that. but i wanted to change the bg on here too, to reflect my spring cleaning mood.
i found my old cty pic that i traced.
and i scanned it into the computer.
and it came out with a blue line across and the whole thing was yellow.
i fixed it; in picasa, paint, and PICNIKKKK which is the bestest estest facebook application i have ever come into contact with.

i love the fonts.
gangstaaaaa :)
that's actually how i looked. i can put in the actual picture i traced later. it was cty drag dayyy back in 2005. the first drag day i ever experienced. it was sickkkkk nasty.

[it also explains why my hat is pink. i didn't have a chance to beg my classmates and friends for a hat. i barely got clothes. so i used my PINK bosox one! teehee.]


oh. and time to talk rx.
it was the book i had to read for health classs.
and ironically, i read it as i was sick on thursday last week.

it was actually quite enjoyable if i forgot about the main character's major flaws. as in her ritalin addiction, her thinking she was ADD, her hanging out with a sexdriven stupid girl and a stoner though she wanted to be part of the "TWENTY" (the elitist academic group), her wanting will, a lazy kid who hates said twenty, and her disregarding of her parents and signs all around her saying NOT TO SELL/TRADE Rx drugs.

but other than allllll those problems of "thyme"[what a stupid name. who names their kid THYME?], it was a good story.

i could relate with the academic endeavors. but i don't think my friends would be so outta it. and i don't think i would get stoned to keep it up, or go on interviews, or before presenting in front of the class. or to commit suicide like one of the kids does with the drugs THYME sells.

okay, ... so it was an alright book.

a little unrealistic, but alright.
i think the thyme getting caught but not caught scene was stupid. and instead of someone DYING, or her boyfriend breaking up with her, or just going to college making thyme stop with the drugs, i think that plain old having her getting caught like with her name on the altoids tin or something would have been absolutely perfect. the suicide, boyf, and college thing was just pushing it.
and the ending was horrendous.
"i would kill for some ritalinnnn. i would pay like a 1000$ a pill!" just AS thyme is flushing said pill down and reaches for it? verrrrry melodramaticcc.
very unbelievable.

but the characters were kinda real. like if you blended them together, you'd get something that resembles real.
insecure, weird, wanting to fit in, awkward, perfect --- we all have it in us.

so yeah, good book. lots of problems. but i suppose that's why we read about it for health. they are SUPPOSED to be flawed.

eh. bringing down the house would have been better. but EVERYONE'S reading it, which means library = nulllll.
so i hafta wait to read that.
for now, i can enjoy of mice and men for casey's class
stiff for my own pleasure
and angels and demons for my italy analysis
:)

heheh
this'll be a fun vaca,
gotta go finish my spring cleaning!
-reyi