stressed beyond belief

hi, world!

so... this whole arangetram thing,
my idea?

omgg so much stresss.

i'm so nervous. i just have to hear from someone that it's gonna be alright.
and that i'm not gonna fall flat on my face
and mess up
and disappoint everyone.

preferably from someone who means it.
not someone who doesn't mean it.
or someone who says it just to pacify me.

and make me feel better enough to dance more.

i need realllllll support. and people to believe in me. so that i can believe in myself.
cuz people don't believe.
omg.
it's annoying.

people are annoyingggg.

but i'm trying to get over it.
build a bridge. and all that.

but i need time. sometimes people don't understand that either.

so now... i'm feeling better.
but i'm not sure what to do.

i'm gonna turn a new leaf-- be happy. but tomorrow.not today.

--maithreyi